hello hello .
waiting for time to pass .
gg to bathe aft this post .
gg out for dinner wif nikki .
she is celebrating her bdae tday .
schooled and den accompanied maple to th dentist .
zhan wei and jeremy was thre too .
jeremy kept singing firework .
maple freaked out but survived th dentist . (Y)
wasn't tt bad tho .
aft th dentist , went out for lunch wif maple and ernest .
ate at pizza hut .
chatted and met tohning they all who were making cake for nikki .
LOL .
decided to pon choir .
bused home wif ernest and came home .
tot abt lots of things .
abt wad he told me , wad happened ytd , wad i was told ytd .
evrything .
so confusing . haiz ...

gona go bathe now .
hopefully , my worrying stops and i stop thinking abt all this things .

btw , super show 3 tmr . happy happy .
collecting th light sticks only tmr . (L)

"Everything that I said and done, I apologize for it. Please take it like it never happened. I still love you. And will never stop."

tired , tired .
woke up at 6 plus .
duno for wad .
just suddenly woke up .
feeling very deprived right now , super super deprived , haaaaaiz ......
these few days , alot has been happening .
th few days aft cca orientation was filled wif hmw .
almost evryday , thre was hmw .
i guess tts good cos it keeps my mind of things .
pretty bored these few days at home .
have been reading lyk hell .
out of th 8 books i bought , i finished 5 alr .
regret buying th two of them , cos its not nice .
thre is one tts nice but its scary and i dun dare to read . >->
bryan says his gona buy beautiful darkness for me .
and i promised tohning for a book spree .
so broke now . dammit man .
I NEED MORE BOOKS !

some alpha stuff on tuesday . can skip class and choir . super happy .
met th sec ones ytd .
I FOUND MY NEWEST TWIN ! HAHAH !
her name is HANNAH ! from my primary school oso .
and she is super nice .

gg out wif claudia ltr .
to bugis cos i feel lyk buying stuff . (i alws feel lyk tt .)



greyson chance - waiting outside the lines .
luv this song .
and luuuuv th piano .

"I choose to trust him, to believe him. What you think doesn't matter, because it's my trust, not yours. Even if he is lying, it affects me, not you. For once, I want to make my own choices and stand by it. I will believe him, whether you like it or not."

hello .
watching special a agn .
waiting for th video to load .
went to school tday for cca orientation .
met bryan in th morning and walked to school tgt .
was kinda boring .
din do much to promote choir .
ended at 12 and stayed in school for a while .
chatted wif desiree , ofure and ernest .
left and went to th fitness corner .
sat and chatted agn wif th ug people , priya , guochen .
desiree and ofure were thre oso .
left aft a while and went to hub to buy food wif desiree .
and i din eat for th whole day .
skipped breakfast , lunch and ate a sausage , and noodles for dinner (?) , sort of dinner ...
LOL .

so damn bored .
gotta go to my aunt's hse tmr .
to have tuition .
think i'm slping late tday .
^o^

"That warm and fuzzy feeling when you stood next to me, when i felt your touch and when our fingers intertwined. It was like a dream happening in reality."

home late tday , at lyk 9 .
had dinner wif desiree and ofure , aft choir .
choir was okay , i guess , was msging th whole way thru , HAHAH !
mr lai was being a usual gay douche , idiot .
have cca orientation tmr .
my aunt thinks i'm lying to her cos i'm suppose to go and stay over at her place and have tuition tmr .
she thinks its fake and made up .
man , do i look lyk a liar to you ? fine , mayb i am , abit .... but wdv .
gg early tmr , wif desiree .
gona suck man .
ernest said he would look for me tmr .

went to th dentist tday , wif crystal .
it was okay , fast . went down in th middle of maths .
came back bef maths ended .
and chinese was just shit man .
and almost slpt during english .
so th whole day tday was tiring , keep falling aslp .
but i think i'm gona stay up tonight .
dun feel lyk slping early .
finished blood ninja , reading beautiful creatures now .
hopefully can finish by next week .

"It's not her fault, nor is it my fault. Please don't drag innocent people into the things that you did. If you don't want problems, just apologize, even if it wasn't your fault, for the sake of not having problems." 

♥

hello .
haven really been online these few days .
busy wif school and hmw .
BLEH !
ytd was totally bullshit man .
both good and bad bullshit .
first thing was tt i had to carry lotsa stuff home .
cos i saw ernest aft sch , and he passed me my cme file .
desiree's and maple's oso .
but i brought desiree's one home .
maple told him to take maple's one home .
LIGHTEN MY LOAD ! THANK YOU MY DA HAO REN !
and choir was totally fcuking shit man .
they said tt mr ong had some family stuff so he had to leave th country .
wadthfcuk man .
he called his friend to take us for this period and his friend/conductor is lyk ... OHMYGAWD !
just kill me man .
gona hate choir till mr ong comes back . and he promised he come back , felt more reliefed aft tt . PHEW !
thre wasn't any good things . cos bullshit stuff can't be good . ;D
did hmw and was really bored . so started msging ernest and reading my story .
and my ipod isn't fcuking working .
complained to ernest , he told me to send it to repair .
mayb i should , hmph , stupid piece of crap , i wan a itouch .

just finished talking to ernest on th phone .
he told me to lyk some stuff on fb .
okay , gg off now .
mum's scolding alr .

went out tday . happy happy .
bought lots of things and it was really fun .
went to ikea wif my parents .
and got a huge cut , not sure how i got it . its still red and painful . :'<
th internet is not working really well , seriously sucks .
sch was fun ytd .
maple and michelle din come .
some lessons were really boring , lyk maths and physics .
was abt to fall aslp in physics .
maths was still okay , cos of jeremy and clarence .
they keep talking crap , so it kept me awake .
chemistry was super fun .
mrs leow was being totally retarded , epic .
miss noor made us do her work during geography .
she made us cut out newspaper articles , which she was suppose to do .
LOL . i did it wif velda , and she is just lyk ofure is some ways .
and thank you bryan , for your paper , HAHAHAH !

feeling kinda hungry , din eat lunch .
shall go find smth to eat , bef dinner , or i shall just continue wif my show .
it makes me forget abt my hunger .
th magical things tt th computer does . (Y)
HAHAHAH !

“Because of the people that spat out words without any thought, the wounds are still not healing. It’s the same for anyone else, if not me.  No matter how it’s done or who they are, what I’m saying is that you cannot harm people.  Apologize.  Or shall I apologize on behalf of you?”

hello hello .
suppose to be doing my social studies which is not done at all .
i din do th back part .
and i am clueless abt how to do it .
dammit man .
if my mum knows i'm not doing hmw , she'll kill me and ban me from th comp for th rest of my lifee .
now i can only use it on fridays and i have choir so its only night times .
but thre is NO CHOIR tmr . happy happy~
and my class ended ealrier tday .
we ended at 1 .
others ended at 2 .
waited for desiree , she ate , waited smmore , and her dad fetched me home .
th bookstore ran out of a5 books .
so i dun have one for chinese .
met bryan's sister .
she's cute . ^-^
doesn't look lyk him .
same lyk me and my brother .
we dun look lyk each other .
and of all th classes , maths is th best .
sitting beside michelle , makes it ultra fun .
plus sitting in front of us is jeremy and th stupid clarence .
so maths class is fun fun fun .
yay !
but its kinda hard to concentrate .

okay , better go continue my undone ss hmw .
maple ain't gg to sch tmr .
good luck to me .