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don't throw me away, don't leave me alone
Thursday, September 30, 2010

hello hello
i freakin screwed up cl oral
freak
but its beast's comeback tday
so im really happy still
even tho i screw th oral

i was th first one to be tested for my group
finished in 3 minutes and went to th canteen
net brasel and we chatted abt failing oral
LOL !
laura came
and i chatted wif her
desiree came down
and bused to amk hub wif her , laura , claudia and maple
bought koi
and went to get sth for laura's dad
bought waffle and walked home wif desiree
i carried her book all th way
and i bought her version B for th lucifer album
i wantd it but i got it for her as her christmas
and she is paying me th money for th beast mastermind album ^^

woohooo
beast comeback on tv tmr
along wif shinee



HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAN FROM F.CUZ
my first kpop band that i love :3
saranghae <3


there's no difference, so what's the point?
Wednesday, September 29, 2010

beast audio teaser for mastermind and breakdown is out
but i cant hear it from my comp
thre is some problem :<
soom is out alr
th mv is gona be out on th 30th
their comeback on music bank is on 1st october
same as SHINee comeback
YAY ! :>

tday was boring
kinda lyk very screwed for me
din bring th paper for english
din bring th worksheet for science
bleh !
got a ride from desiree
her parents bought lunch for me ^^
gg over to her hse ltr
to teach her maths
still in th middle of eating
dun really have any appetite
but still have to eat
gona feel lyk vomiting aft stuffing evrything down my throat ltr
FMLRN .

looking forward to this friday ^3^
just hope tt its not screwed

why do we have to carry on with life like this ? dun you find it tiring to pretend evryday ? to pretend that nothing happened . and evrything is th same , nothing changed . really wonder if i made th wrong decision . and wads evrything gotta do with her ? i'm not blaming you or anything , i just wana know why . wads so difficult abt that ? sometimes i really hate myself for being lyk tt .


Monday, September 27, 2010

BEAST 'BREATHE' MV IS COMING OUT LATER AT 11.00PM/12.00PM IN KST .
OKAY , I SHALL GO SEE THRU MY PHONE
SINCE MY MAMA DUN ALLOW ME TO USE TH COMP ANY LONGER
COS OF TH EXAMS TMR
CRAP , KAY . BYE .
BEAST SARANGHAEYO <3
HWAITING , fufufu :3

i love beast and teen top ♥ saranghae
-dujun-hyunseung-junhyung-yoseob-kikwang-dongwoon-
-chunji-changjo-cap-niel-ricky-l.joe-

i saw a squirrel tday and it reminded me of something that happened to us bef . it brings back th memories that you and i both shared .


you don't bother to understand
Saturday, September 25, 2010

gawd damnit man
i din study for th whole day
technically i did , but i din do maths
i only did a question

had english tuition wif my aunt this morning
woke up at 5
i duno why
it was still dark and i started doing her hmw
cos i have yet to finish
my dad was awake cos he couldn't slp
LOL !
lazed around in my bed
and only finished evrything at 9 plus
went out for breakfast
my brother scolded me
lyk fcuk man
came back and watched th dream team tt i recorded last tuesday
taemin was inside
tt episode was freaking epic
he is so damn athletic
ROFL !
my aunt came , tuitioned till abt 1.30
continued watch dream team
till 2.15
changed and asked my aunt to fetch me to amk hub
stopped by th cd store bef gg to meet ansel
saw th version b of lucifer
was looking for teen top album
ended up spotting tt
most likely gona buy it
if i have enough money
met ansel and tohning
and went to serangoon gardens to cut my hair
ate and chomp chomp aft tt and went to ansel's hse
watched YES MAN !!
its freaking awesome
and my hair is WEIRD !
cabbed home and it was quite late alr
bathed and gona slp soon

my house seems so empty w/o my brother around
he went to f1 wif my dad
hope his having an epic time
seeing all th cars and evrything
cos its wad he lyks :D
LOL !

you scold me , shout at me . den say you dun bother about me . den why did you even do that in th first place
seriously man , wad is your problem .
being good really doesnt gain anything sometimes . it just sucks to th core .

if it makes you happy, i am willing to do anything


i don't ever want to look back
Friday, September 24, 2010

on th computer again
after so longggg :D
HEH !

haven really been blogging these few days
feeling kinda sick ytd and tday
cut my leg tday in th canteen
im not sure how XP
i was limping lyk some stupid idiot
LOL !

went to bishan aft sch
to buy th tix for k-pop night
but it was all sold out
sadded :'<
went for lunch at ajisen wif desiree , claudia and maple
went to comics connection and went back home
they followed me back
and we finally finished up nyaa
WOOHOOOOO~
no more worries abt tt ;D
happy happy

beast teaser for breathe is out
YAY !
comeback on 30th september
less dan a week away



th guy lying on th floor is junhyung
th guys dancing is hyunseung and kikwang
^^

happy belated birthday to key
saengil chukha hamnida <3


















and i finished reading th mitch albom have a little faith
its so awesome
lend it to tohning
she says its quite nice
:D
gona look for th five ppl you meet in heaven now
or mayb i'll just dwl th ebook and read from thre

it will never work out
you ask me how do i know
let me tell you, i just know


this isn't where you thought we would be
Saturday, September 18, 2010

i pre-ordered th beast album 'mastermind' from deirdre
i could have actually got it on my own
but at first i din know
o.O

slpt at 1 ytd
woke up at 8
super tired

went swimming tday wif maple
at th swimming pool downstairs
din eat breakfast bef gg down
came up and bathed
went to lunch aft tt
bought lucifer aldum for desiree
and came home
maple left for church

came home and started to use th comp
desiree called aft a while
and i went downstairs to meet her
passed her th album , th file tt they give if you buy th album and teens magazine
she had a major overload of shinee-ness
LOL !
came up and continued using th comp
stayed home for dinner
ate half a bowl of rice
its little but at least i still ate

stuck wif nyaa right now
this seriously is hell
i hate nyaa , sucks to th core

my brother is gona tutor me maths
and my mum is paying him -.-
lyk bloody hell

its been so long
and yet nothing has changed
you are still you
and i am still me



so bored now . its 1am . woohooooo~
i lyk staying up late using comp
awesomeeeeeee ;D

love beast's new song
CLENCHING A TIGHT FIST
its a love ballad
freaking nice

my brother is still up
i din do anything at all
i almost fell aslp on th table while waiting for sth to load
LOL !
i should really go slp soon
i din eat dinner
so now i starving lyk hell
but i cant eat anything
and tmr morning , im gg running at th nearby park
and right now , my mouth is freaking dry
bleh

haven do nyaa yet
gona do it tmr
im sooo lazyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy !


feeling left out, as usual
Friday, September 17, 2010

just realized tt beast new album is coming out at th end of this month
30th september
its called mastermind
and thre are only 5 songs
LOL !

my brother still owes me 20 bucks
which he has no money to pay
crap man
he bought halo reach
he just started playing
and he got caught for playing during night time
and i got caught for talking on th phone :P
it was only 11 plus
shit sia
and technically , it was my fault
SORRYYYYY !!!
i felt so bad
:'(

anws , choir was epic tday
mr ong teached yu lian how to conduct
and really made us laugh
LOL !
went for sectionals aft tt
took th piano and went to th usual corner
quan ren followed us
he wantd to see how good we were
ROFL ^^
charmaine went crazy singing just a single voice
freaking awesome song
alice missed evrything tday
so did tohning and nikki
they poned

left choir early
at abt 5.30
went to th bus stop wif ansel
he left early too
went home , bathed , changed and quickly rushed out of th hse
cabbed to my primary sch
it hasnt changed in two years
just tt they added aircon
not fair >:o

went to th upstairs and got scolded by this auntie
she was lyk some security guard
she screamed at us
and chased us downstairs
LOL !
left at abt 9 plus
bused home
and xiao wei was just leaving

kinda tired
gona watch anime to keep me up
hope my dad doesnt come home so early
hate it when he is home

looking okay on the outside
feeling lyk fcuk on the inside


the best thing about me is you
Wednesday, September 15, 2010

went to watsons tday
and i bought alot of boxes of plasters
LOL !
so im currently out of money
XP

bused to amk and saw ernest at th bus interchange
stopped to talk to him
he has straight bus home but doesnt wana take it
weird , but im lyk tt so i shall not say anything ;D

desiree is coming over ltr
to study and do hmw
and im damn hungry
SHE IS BRINGING ME LUNCHHHHH !! woohoooooo~
HEH !

i feel so unfilial
tday is my dad's birthday and in th morning i din realize
den i went to fb using my phone
and it said tt tday is his birthday
but i din wish him or anything
i just left th hse cos it wan kinda late alr
and he was sorta still slping , so ......
GAHHHHH ! I FEEL SO BAD !!!!
shall wish him ltr or sth

you are a bloody douchebag
and sometimes i really hate you


Tuesday, September 14, 2010

oh my gawd !
my printer just died :o
helped wilfred print maths , science and geog
cos he was asking me to
LOL !

nth much really happened these few days
xiao wei came over tday
my parents are out
and i hate my absolutely boring life

thank you erika and brasel for th wonderful gifts
i loved it
thank you very much XD


looks like i'm not good enough
Sunday, September 12, 2010

tday is th day
big thank you to evryone who wished me happy birthday on my fb


went out for dinner wif desiree , maple , claudia and ofure ytd
went to thomson swensens
had alot of fun


and my brother gave me sth ytd
at abt 12
i was watching tv in th living room
and he came out and put this thing beside me
said happy birthday , hit my arm and ran back to his room
LOL


he gave me this thing i duno how to say
its this necklace wif pacman
so cute
thres two , one is pacman th other is th ghost thing
LOL !
hard to describe
but i lyk it anws


gg out for lunch ltr
to some place tt i dun lyk
bleh !
gona see my uncle's new girlf ltr
hope shes nice
(she works as a salesgirl of PORSCHE ! ZOMG !)


yes, im pissed with you
but it doesn't matter since you act lyk you don't care
or mayb you just don't care



Friday, September 10, 2010

vomited ytd when i went to maple's hse
cabbed back home
slpt for 4 hrs and woke up
went to cook maggie noddles to eat
had to cook a packet for my brother as well
went to his room aft eating
to see his new tv
he started poking me agn
he 'drilled' me
lyk watthfcuk (?)
LOL

collected my new specs tday
waiting for desiree to reach home

gona have a BORINGGGG birthday
gg out tmr
sunday is gona be lyk fcuking hell
hope tt i get thru it alive
i hate this year 1209
freak it .


you are the best thing i could ever ask for
Wednesday, September 8, 2010

tday is epicccc ;D
alot of drilling was gg on at home tday
thre is a mew mirror and gigantic cupboard in th living room now
YAY !

went out for dinner wif my parents and brother
while waiting for my dad
my brother started playing wif me outside th door
he started zapping me and we got crazy
lucky my dad din scold us
LOL !

saw a husky tday
it was huge and super awesome
its so white and black
HEH !

watched tv just now
and my brother has a new tv in his room
UNFAIR !
i wan a ipod touch
/prays tt my aunt gets me one for my bdae (HEH !)
she called me tday and asked me how much was one
den she said yr bdae is coming and you wan one right
ooooooohhh ....... my hopes are HIGH !!
;D

gg out tmr
finally
heheh

today, i am happy
and i have to thank my brother this


it was you all along
Tuesday, September 7, 2010

gahhhhhhhhh ! k-on taking so long to load
i can finish it by this week
cos its still ongoing
HEHEH !

i finished maths and physics holiday hmw . YAY !
still left wif english , bio and my tuition hmw
shall finish evrything by TOMORROW !
wooooohooooo~
so happy ;D

but its gona be so boring when i finish watching k-on
shall find people to go out wif me
collecting my new specs on friday
cant wait ;D


memories aren't what i am looking for
because i am still in love with you


i'll be there for you

waiting for k-on to load
shall blog while i wait
    
had fun wif my brother ytd
aft i bathed , i sat down wif him and watched him play need for speed on th xbox 360
he let me played a little while he msged 
i crashed and he took th controller back
    
den he let me play agn cos he crashed
and he started playing wif th hoodie from my shirt
LOL
i watched him play until 10.40
den went to bed cos he off th xbox and went to use th comp to play dota
so i went to slp
     
alone at home right now
its better den having my parents at home
cos they wun let me use th comp 
HEH !
shall continue watching k-on :D

you know you already lost this battle
so just stop fighting and admit it


never going to be the same again
Sunday, September 5, 2010

ZOMG ! I NEED A NEW MOUSE !
mine isn't working well anymore
its gona die soon
blehhhhhhhh :b         


so bored staying at home nowadays
gona revert to watching anime
cos it makes me happy ^.^
heheh


tday was boring
went to my grandma's hse
did nth except stare at my ipod and watch tv
waited for almost half an hour for a cab to come


lets hope tt i go out tmr
i hate being stuck at home


it wasn't lyk that
it was never lyk that
and it will never be lyk that


Saturday, September 4, 2010

 I AM CURRENTLY SUFFERING FROM TH BOREDOM DISEASE !!! I DON'T HAVE A SINGLE FCUKING THING TO DO . SO I'M RESORTING TO THIS :D HEH ! I HAVE GOT MOTHING TO DO NOW . CRAP CRAP CRAP . CAN SOMEBODY ENTERTAIN ME , SERIOUSLY ?

ARGHH ! BORED TO DEATH :P


i'm always yours to love

went to iluma tday
to lan wif tohning
went to liang court bef tt
spent all my money and im officially broke now
crap crap crap

brother went out wif xiao wei
to eat dinner
bloody hell
their 5th month anniversary is coming
so envious of them
LOL !

suddenly feel lyk gg to ion
to prologue wif nikki
HEH !


to th world, you may be just another person
but to me, you are th world

































03092010 <33333
happy birthday hyunseung


you weren't what i thought you would be

freakkkkk
my comp is lagging lyk hell
i wan a laptop
a super awesome one
heh ...


anws , ytd was soooo awesome
bcos ... it was hyun seung's birthday 
오빠 , 생일축하합니다
사랑해요
heheh


sch was okay ytd
had fun talking to guorong and maple during geography
ms noor was so boring .....


received a prize during common dismissal
for getting second in th inter class competition for sec 2
our team includes brasel , desiree , maple , laura , winnie , mengdi and shijia
maple was complaining tt th prizes were cheap
LOL


th class tee person came at 1.50
i stayed in th canteen to help ofure sort out her class maths papers
went to see wad was happening wif th class tee
halfway thru , 
byran and guorong ask me to follow them to cave 2
cos mrs sng was playing a movie
i went thre wif th two of them and joshua and zhan wei 
played avatar
i watched it twice alr
ofure came
and i dragged her in


went out a while to settle th clique tee thing
and went straight to choir aft tt
choir choir choir
is is is
so so so 
boring boring boring
LOL


ended at 6
went to tohning's bus stop
and waited at th bus stop for her bus
came at abt 6.20
she left and i waited for my parents at th bus stop
bryan was so kind to wait wif me
he pulled out my rubberband
just lyk wad ansel does all th time
pffft ...
he stayed until 7.20
i feel so bad to make him wait :P
but he said it was okay


parents came at 7.40
ate dinner and went home
i slpt aft bathing 
was freaking tired




gg out wif tohning ltr
gg to liang court and to iluma to lan
meeting her at 12.30
YAY !


i can't see th difference anymore


Thursday, September 2, 2010

my muscles are aching lyk hell
learn @ peirce was epic
I BURST A BALLOON ! YAY !
and my studies sucks :'(
FML !


i'm really glad you are here
Wednesday, September 1, 2010

tday is very very awesome
went to find my grandma
lyk finally
ate late breakfast wif her
bused to maple's hse
played badminton wif her and her brother
had a fun time
went back to her hse
and we ate and did nth
bathed thre and left her hse at 6.30


din go back to my primary sch ytd
went out wif desiree , ofure and claudia instead
got scolded by ansel -.-
left erika a note along wif th present tt i bought for her
happy belated brithday ;D


thank you ernest for standing up and protecting me
and bryan for wanting to stand up for me ;D


my phone sucks
i wana change
it hanged lyk mad tday
and i threw it on th floor cos i was freaking pissed wif it ;P
its gona be dead soon
poor thing , LOL


class gathering on monday , and 2 more days to hyunseung's birthday
cant wait for both days
i love teen top ;D

you can't stop love from happening
it's just impossible


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