happy birthday jo kwon from 2am
HAPPY KWON DAY ! x]
Saturday, August 28, 2010
avoiding what seems to be th turth
hello hello
just came back from breakfast or lunch or branch , wdv you call it
din blog ytd cos when i reached home
i bathed , watched tv did a bit of studying den went to slp
was so tired
choir was epic ytd
it was very short cos th sch was closing at 5
ended at 4.30
had alot of fun wif tohning , nikki and alice
went crazy aft choir
started sining th happy bdae song by th click five
cos it was priscilla's bdae
went to th back to send off limin , tohning and charmaine
went back to sch to wait for maggie
she had some prefect stuff
sat outside th general office for a while
went to bubble tea shop wif maggie , chelsea , edward and javier
bused back wif maggie and edward
edward is evil
heheh XD
he and maggie were saying bad stuff abt ppl
LOL
i love yesterday
gg out wif tohning ltr
for some concert thing
gg to iluma first
YAY !
aft tt gg to meet her friend
den go thre
its a nanyang poly
its so near my hse
har har har
LOL
cant wait to meet her
and i need to cut my damn hair
i can't tell which are the lies
and which is the truth anymore
this world is so complicated
Thursday, August 26, 2010
I LOVE TODAY !!!
IT WAS SOOO AWESOME
all th first few subjects were okay
chinese was so funny
ms chia is sooo nice XD
LOL
went to laura's hse aft sch
her dog cant stop barking at first
it was so effing cute <3
ate lunch thre
played wif her dog
saw alot of jung yong hwa videos
ROFL
went to th inter-class games a little late
first round was our class agnst 2a2 and 2e4
we won first , YAY !
second was 2e4 , YAY !
second round was us agnst 2e1 , 2e3 and 2e4
2e4 won first
we came in second
YAAAAAAY !
third round was agnst 1e4 and 3a1
i got pushed by tt freaking sarah tan from 1e4
desiree , jasmine and michelle saw tt
and th shouted walao , wan fight camoe here fight lah . dun nid push ppl
LOL
aft tt
they won cos of some fat ass
BLOODY HELL
2e4 played aft tt
screamed for them
but sec 1 won agn
freaking unfair
but nevermind
tt bloody sarah came to aplogize
but still freaking pissed wif her
alot of chaos happened aft tt
in th canteen
we made a lot of noise and evrything
LOL
bused back home and when i reached back home
i put my bag down and went to sit at th dining table
MY BROTHER DEN TOLD ME TO GO TO HIS BAG
TAKE OUT HIS PENCILCASE
AND INSIDE THRE WILL BE THIS GREEN PLASTIC BAG
HE TOLD ME TO SEE TH THINGS INSIDE
WHEN I HEARD WAD HE SAID
I TOT TT HE WANTD TO SHOW ME STH HIS GIRLF GAVE HIM
BUT , AFT TT HE SAID TH THINGS INSIDE ARE YRS
I DID WAD HE TOLD ME TO DO
I TOOK TH STUFF OUT
AND IT WAS A BEAST BADGE AND A BEAST KEYCHAIN
FCUK MAN !
WHEN I SAW IT
I STARTED SCREAMING AND SCREAMING AND I COULDN'T STOP
I WENT TO HIM AND I ASKED HIM IF I COULD HUG HIM
HE SAID NO -.-
BUT I HUGGED HIM FROM TH BACK
AND HE TOLD ME TT NOW I DUN OWE YOU AND BIRTHDAY PRESENT
I IGNORED HIM AND WENT TO MY ROOM TO PUT TH STUFF DOWN
I CAME OUT AND JUMPED AROUND SAYING SARANGHAEYO
TT WAS SOOOOO EPIC
I L O V E M Y B R O T H E R !
he is sooo awesome
w/o him , my life would be lyk shit
ure evrything i could ask for in a brother
i love you (even tho sometimes ure a douchebag)
im freaking happy right now
har har har
okay , ive got nth to blog abt anymore
shall go watch tv den study den read and fall aslp reading
you really are the best
i just didn't see it until now
life is freaking unfair
Wednesday, August 25, 2010
arghhhh!
my comp is really lag tday
sth is wrong XP
mayb its cos of th connection
my brother kept disturbing me tday
he kept playing wif my hair and poking my face
and we laughed alot while watching tv
FAMILY GUY IS FREAKING EPIC XD !!
but its a little sick tho
LOL
kinda pissed off tday
left th hse later dan usual
sch was crap
went to j8 aft sch
bought 7 pens
still havent completed my pen spree
cabbed home
ate alot of junk
watched ytd's star golden bell
was so funny
watched tv till 5.30
bathed and was forced to study for an hour
watched tv
ate , watched more tv
and gona slp soon
my life is so boring
the confusion is killing me
Tuesday, August 24, 2010
im gona be sick soon
felt so cold in th morning
but now im sitting in my room and th air con is blowing at me
reminds me of ytd on th bus home ^^
kinda moody in th morning
was so fed up wif evrything around me
especially when ...... nvm
it doesn't matter anymore
nth matters anymore
still gotta settle stuff abt my freaking aunt
bloody fcuk man
tday was really boring
did not bad for chinese
its lyk th only good subject
duno how to tell my mum all th other subjects
she wun let me use th comp anymore T_T
sadddddd
joined th inter class games thing
girls benchball
I MANAGED TO DRAG TOHNING IN WIF ME !!!!!
very happy cos of tt
YAY !
har har har ^^
looking forward to it
its this thursday
too bad not on friday
otherwise can skip choir
ate lunch wif tohning and maple
bused home aft tt
almost slpt in th bus
was so freaking tired
think im gona bath and take a nap or sth
i really have alot to say abt you . but i shall not state anything here . bcos you will feel very bad and blah blah blah . just wana tell you tt YOU SUCK AND STOP RUINING OTHER PPL'S LIFE . its not just my life ure ruining . its somebody's else one too .
love can't be forced
and i think you know that
so just deal with th reality
that is in front of you
you're really making my head spin
Monday, August 23, 2010
helloooo
finally can blog
asked my mum
i told her tt i nidded to do home econs
and she allowed
YAY (?)
kiahahah
went out wif bryan tday
watched despicable me at lido
so far
bused thre and made it for th show just in time
love this show
second time watching it
agnes is super cute
heheh ^^
th movie ended at 3.30
was freezing in th theater
LOL
waitd for th bus
bryan was kind enough to pei me all th way home
so i waitd at his bus stop for his bus to come
when he left i ran home
cos it was raining
and i was sorta drenched XP
LOL
hope you enjoyed yr time wif me bryan
i was kinda restless cos i was tired
hope you dun mind XD
and sorry for complaining to you abt my problems
really appreciate it tt you took th time to listen
was msging maple
she started talking abt YOG
singapore won silver for table tennis
china got gold
as expected
hahah
planning to watch step up 3 wif tohning
she wans to watch it agn
and i still wana go iluma TxT
LOL
gona slp early tonight
im banned of all electronic devices aft 9
thx to all th trouble my aunt caused
my dad said tt ban included phones and ipod
wad kinda crap is this man
bloody hell
major fmlrn
you step into ppl's life and den step back out and let other ppl ruined it . why kind of thing are you ? and its not my fault tt you care too much right . i din ask you to care . i din ask you to tuition me . seriously , i dun think i did anything wrong . and here , its all my fault . FINE , ITS MY FAULT AS USUAL . EVRYTHING TTS WRONG , TH CAUSE MUST BE ME , IS IT ? OKAY , BLAME ME . NEXT TIME , WHEN I GROW UP YOU'LL HAVE NO ONE TO BLAME BUT YRSELF . DEN YOU'LL KNOW HOW I FEEL RIGHT NOW .
thank you for the wonderful time
i really enjoyed my time with you
Saturday, August 21, 2010
this place is fcuked up .
and thre is a blue black on my left hand
bcos of th slapping game i played wif tohning ytd
my brother called me crazy for playing tt game -.-
you came into my life and ruined everything
freaking pissed right now
got scolded by my parents ytd and tday
all thanks to tt fucking bitch
ure really fcuked up you know
complained to my brother just now
we were msging
even tho both of us were in th same hse and only a room away
was inside my closet for an hour just now
was reading and i just suddenly cried
came out a while aft tt
cos it was lyk an oven inside
finished reading tohning's book
it was awesome
really feeling damn shit right now
if th sch had a hostel
i would nvr come back home
i wish tt you have nvr entered into my life . i wish tt i had nvr been born into this family . you say you dun lyk it when i say i dun care and you wan me to change . well , news flash , tts me . you dun lyk it , den its yr problem , deal wif it yrself . and ure a big coward . you cant solve th problems by yrself so you go running to other ppl to solve it for you . ure a real bitch . you dun bother abt me ? i din wan you to even bother abt me in th first place . you are tired of calling me weeks aft weeks ? im tired of hearing yr voice , shouting over th phone and aft tt slamming it down . i din ask for all these , i din ask for you to give a fuck , so if you dun care , just get off my back . and why should i compromise to you ? you are just another bitch , tt nags lyk some fuck . you wan me out of th hse as soon as possible , yeah , lyk i wan to stay in this hellhole . i cant wait to get out of this shit and go to some other country far away from here , far far away from you .
you are so insignificant to me
yet i have to always think about how you feel
who is going to think about how i feel?
escaping the reality, the truth
Friday, August 20, 2010
freaking pissed right now
wif my mum and aunt
lyk fuck man
why cant peirce build a hostel for th students ?
i would stay thre evryday
and not even come home on th weekends
home is totally fucked up right now
suppose to go out tmr
but desiree din wana go out
so im officially stuck at this fucking hellhole
and im suppose to spend time wif my assholic aunt
bloody hellll
FML !
seriously gona die tmr
you say you dun give a fucking damn . yeah , lyk i do ? you dun care , neither do i . and you have no right to say tt im hopeless . you wants to go and stay wif a problematic bitch wif a fucking attitude problem ? you just dun know wad you are to th people around you . you dun know how i feel , tts why ure acting lyk this . im not th fucked up one , you are .
i want to run away
to an unknown place
where i can start over
with you by my side
sparks of love flying everywhere
I FINALLY CAN USE TH COMPUTERRRR !!!
happy right now
lyk aft so long
heheh ;D
class was okay tday
sucked during geography
should really start studying
choir was lyk hell
started at 3
warm up and breaked till 3.30
played th slapping game wif tohning
heheh ;]
super fun
and addictive
had sectionals
which sucked
cos th piano was spoilt and we only learned 2 bars of th new song
and we were given a whole hourrrr
bloody stupid man
mr ong came and talked to us
teached us 2 more bars
and we were off for tday
stayed in th canteen for a while
played th slapping game agn
my hand is still red and swollen
and th blood vessels inside burst i think
so thre is red spots on th top
left th sch when we saw a frog jumping around
tohning screamed and ran away and i followed her
kiahahah ;]
wantd to have dinner wif tohning
walked to her bus stop
wantd to go to novena to eat
but her dad din allow
so we bus-ed to novena
and took th train back home
watched tv wif my bro
he ate half a bag of chips
crazy asshole
i saw him dancing to mystery by beast ytd
and he lyks special
I AM PROUD THAT MY BROTHER ACTUALLY LYKS A BEAST SONG !
muahahahahahahah !
gona stay up late tday
heheh ;]
i know you don't
but you act like you do
Sunday, August 15, 2010
so freaking bored now
have been listening to th same song over and over
i cant really slp cos i agreed to accompany bryan
until im really really tired
starting to get hungry now
ahhhhh !
i think i should slp soon
bef i get too hungry and go eat sth
which is bad cos im slping aft tt
happy cos im gona watch a show aft th exams
next week monday
bad cos its a horror show
hopefully i dun scream or cry or do nonsensical stuff
Saturday, August 14, 2010
yo seob from beast
and ga yoon from 4minute
title of th song is what i want to do once i have a lover
th lyrics are super sweet
I LOVE THIS SONGGG !!!
and yo seob is superrr cuteeee~
your face keeps appearing in my mind
i finished studying maths
only gona study for tt
lazy to study for th rest
mayb gona study science ltr
so lazyyyy .....
was msging wilfred just now
he is sooooo epic at scolding ppl
LOL !
ytd was very good and very very bad
met up wif bryan
sat at th bus stop for 20 minutes
waiting for him
din wana stay at home
so left earlier
waited and he came
walked to sch
saw desiree and mengdi at th front gate thre
blah blah blah
lessons were boring
aft sch was damn chaotic
lotsa things happen
ran th whole sch looking for tohning and nikki
found them in th digital studio
went canteen
den went to choir
had this audition for glee
i nvr mentioned it tho
but i still went to audition
din get th part for it
cos i was too nervous
i was shaking in front of evrybody
th part went to vanessa
im not sure if tts good or bad
but congrats to her ?
lotsa ppl said she shouldnt have got it
and i should have
but its okay
i dun wana sing it wif some other weirdo guy tt i dun tok to
cos ansel din get th part too
so ........ HAHAHAH !
im sure vanessa is really really happy
(NOT THAT I ACTUALLY GIVE A FREAKING DAMN)
choir ended at 6
had to stay back to put back th chairs
as punishment -.-
left music room at 6.10
went to canteen
found ryan thre
sat and talked to him
while we waited for luke to come
when he came they left
when toilet den went off
saw ramon and his friend david
HIS FRIEND IS EURASIAN !!!!
his friend is really friendly
walked wif ramon to th bus stop
he left and i stayed at th bus stop till 7.20
went home and found tt my mum din cook my dinner
bathed and fell aslp on my bed
wif evrything lying on th floor
woke up in th middle of th night
found myself lying on my phone
picked it up and couldnt slp for another hour
woke up at 7 tday morning
my brother came in a while ltr
to ask me abt th party room in ILUMAAAAA !!!
he was celebrating his friend's bdae
and he asked my whether wad he was wearing suited his jacket anot
and whether should he wear slippers or shoes
he left a while aft tt
hope his having a great time
COS I WANA GO THRE OSO !
shall go thre to lan wif tohning aft th exams
looking forward to tt
and to th movies as well
shall end here
you’re still holding me tightly,
even though i can’t see you any more
Tuesday, August 10, 2010
just finished bathing
i just realized tt im facebooking alot
cos i have nth to do
except twitter and fb
ate little for dinner
cos th food tasted lyk shit
slping early tday
or gona try at least
but i'll read some manga first
i usually dun read
but found sth nice, i think
recommended by tohning
beast comeback moved to september
my present from them
heheh :]
looking forward to tt
still haven done lit
as usual, i dun do th things i say i will
shall go cut my nails now
cos they are freaking long
i lied to you
i didn't tell you the truth
because i didn't want you to feel bad
i didn't want to be the cause of your pain
but i'm sure you don't really care
what do you want from me?
just came back from meeting desiree downstairs
she cut her hair
so freaking nice
went out wif tohning ytd
went to iluma to lan
played audition
she psychoed me into lyking audition
gona get addicted when i download it
ate dinner wif her in bugis
MOF agn
totally awesome~
went to lan for another hr before cabbing home at 9
din study till tday
still haven done lit
cos my millions is in th locker
mayb gona read from online and do th questions
or mayb i'll just wait till tmr
lyk i alws do
still feeling kinda moody
gona watch another movie ltr to lift my mood
beast is coming to singapore for th YOG thing
mayb gona go see wif desiree
yay? i guess so
you never did
and never will
you just have no idea
Sunday, August 8, 2010
feeling really down now
was really hungry bef dinner
when had no appetite aft tt
so i ate really little
gona slp early ltr
hopefully i can slp evrything away
all th troubles, evrything
alot of tots in my head
i cant concentrate anymore
will probably go to slp at 9.30
somewhre around thre
i cried because of you
but i bet you don't care
it's okay, i understand
How can i not smile when i see you smile
just came home from lunch
kinda bored now
gotta find stuff to do
kinda bored now
gotta find stuff to do
life is sooo boring sometimes
shall watch idol maid , mayb ??
or watch a movie online
yupp , shall do tt
heheh ;D
hyunseung wif wings ;D
its edited , of course
but still looks good
beast comeback this month
seriously cant wait ^^
you did me a great favour
its time i returned it back to you
haven't learn the real meaning of goodbye
Saturday, August 7, 2010
super super super bored now
watched diary of a wimpy kid just now
watched alot of shows this week
kiahahah ^^
nth to do now
waiting for th-person-tt-takes-forever to come online
really takes forever
siannnn :P
was suppose to study tday
but i ended up doing nth
except staring at th comp
hahah
was looking at beast's photos
and i died when i saw this ><
he is so cuteee~
i nvr get tired looking at hyun seung
heheh ;D
ok , shall find sth to do
mayb gona watch whip it ltr ^^
you make me happy
when i am feeling down
stop acting, its not like you
hi hi hi
so freaked out now
i bought final destination
watched it and bcame totally paranoid
i watched it ytd wif my mum
and it was lyk wow , scary
watched clash of th titans aft tt
to shake off th paranoid-ness
tried to slp
slp for abt 3 hrs
and woke up at abt 12
went to find my mum and slpt wif her
woke up quite a few times aft tt
i am so freakeddd out
and tired now
went to watch sorcerer's apprentice ytd
was hell awesomeeee~
LOVED IT ;D
sch was lyk boring
in th hall
guorong and bryan were throwing paper at me
and maple was thre acting weird
hahah
somehow although ytd was boring
it was totally epic ;D
awesome
nth to blog abt now
gona go watch idol maid ;D
seriously , i dun even know why i bother
why should i give in to you ?
you are just th same , not anything else
i just dun understand why things should change just for you
never gonna understand why and what i did
Thursday, August 5, 2010
haiiiiiii~
was looking at beast pictures just now
awesomeeeee~
th maths results was so fcuked up
i failed D':
lyk fcuk
I FAILEDDDDDD !!!!
ugh , bloody pissed :P
and mdm yeong got pissed cos we were noisy and din listen to her
hahah , it din help th situation O_O
was emo-ing during science cos of th maths results
guorong tot i was crying
he looked at me den look at desiree
and asked me you cry arh ?
i was lyk no
den he went to ask desiree whether i was crying anot
and ernest wilfred and bryan were staring at me
awkwardness ...
amc was shit seriously
couldnt do almost all of th last 5 questions
so i just picked 3 numbers and wrote them in
im sooo smart
wilfred was cursing me to fail in th morning
and ernest was on his pig-calling spree agn
O_O
tmr is gona be hell
evry class is gona have a freaking class tee except ours
lyk watthehell !
gg out aft tt
gona catch 2 movies wif desiree , maple and ofure
INCEPTION AND LAST AIRBENDERRRR !!!!
HURRAY !
cant wait for sch to end tmr
and thre is no CHOIRRRR !!!!!
SUPER DUPER HAPPY NOW ;D
kiahahah
when i was searching some stuff
i realised tt thre is this band called 20stars
(korean band)
they have lyk 17 ppl and counting
their debutting this month
not sure when tho
biggest band ever
beat suju
and their maknae is really young
they are unger tgn entertainment
nvr heard bef :P
heheh
missed entertainment on 5 ytd
saddd D':
katy perry and tokio hotel was there
F.CUZ AND AFTER SCHOOL WERE FEATURED !
FCUKKKK !!!!
still nidda go buy red shirt ltr
for th stupid thing tmr
looking forward to aft sch ^^
i don't miss you and you alone
i miss you and me together
masking all my feelings for you
Wednesday, August 4, 2010
hellooooo~
ultra bored now
tday was super fun ;D
went to check out th tee shirt designing outlet in novena ytd
wif claudia
so coincidentally , my brother made his class tee thre too
hahah ;D
xiao wei came to our hse ytd
i was watching star golden bell when she left
heheh ^^
msged wilfred ytd
was complaining to him abt someone
he asked me to relax
hahah , epicness
saw bryan at th back gate tday when coming in
talked as we walked towards th class
talked to ernest during dt
cos i had nth to do
th machines thing were all occupied
and claudia was bussy
so i went to pester him
HE CALLED ME PIGGG !!!
meanie :P
and he started to name th different kind of pigs -.-
and he called me a wild boar
WTH -o-
ipw was great tday
mrs yau still din bake th cheesecake
she said tmr
YAY ! ;D
still have to do home econs
my main reason for using th comp ;D
off to do it now ^^
there must be something more
behind all your actions
