got scolded by my parents ytd and tday
all thanks to tt fucking bitch
ure really fcuked up you know
complained to my brother just now
we were msging
even tho both of us were in th same hse and only a room away
was inside my closet for an hour just now
was reading and i just suddenly cried
came out a while aft tt
cos it was lyk an oven inside
finished reading tohning's book
it was awesome
really feeling damn shit right now
if th sch had a hostel
i would nvr come back home
i wish tt you have nvr entered into my life . i wish tt i had nvr been born into this family . you say you dun lyk it when i say i dun care and you wan me to change . well , news flash , tts me . you dun lyk it , den its yr problem , deal wif it yrself . and ure a big coward . you cant solve th problems by yrself so you go running to other ppl to solve it for you . ure a real bitch . you dun bother abt me ? i din wan you to even bother abt me in th first place . you are tired of calling me weeks aft weeks ? im tired of hearing yr voice , shouting over th phone and aft tt slamming it down . i din ask for all these , i din ask for you to give a fuck , so if you dun care , just get off my back . and why should i compromise to you ? you are just another bitch , tt nags lyk some fuck . you wan me out of th hse as soon as possible , yeah , lyk i wan to stay in this hellhole . i cant wait to get out of this shit and go to some other country far away from here , far far away from you .
you are so insignificant to me
yet i have to always think about how you feel
who is going to think about how i feel?
