went to plaza sing with tohning yesterday
watched 'my sister's keeper'
it was soooo awesomeee!!!!
tohning was super cute
on the part when they did sick stuff
she was covering her eyes
at the last part
she was crying
it was so sad
i wasn't really paying attention
so didnt cry and stuff
but
after that i was really upset and stuff
cute tohning comforted me
she told me a lot of stuff
which totally cheered me up
ate dinner at mac
then saw some cute lil' fishes
there was an eel inside
and cute cute tohning started screaming
like when she see cockroach
was so damn fun
and went home

message to my dearest tohning:
thank you tohning
for always being there when i needed you
you are willing to sit down with me
listen to my problems
and give advice
you give life to the dead days tat i have
you cheer me up when i am sad
you can always make me laugh
i know tat you really dun wan me to _____ _____ and stuff
but.....
haiz.....
i know tat i am letting you down if i do
i am really really sorry if i did hurt you
dun always think yrself as a nuisance
cos ure not
just wantd to tell you that i love you
(L)

message to her:
look,
i apologise to you in the previous posts
and now if you ignore me
how will you know whether i change a not
fine
best friends are suppose to tell each other their mistakes and stuff
they are also suppose to stick with each other
and spend time with each other
not fight over this kind of stuff
and get yr facts rite
cos in yr previous post
you wrote 'and if you wanna get angry , then fine'
and i am hell not angry with you
you are the one tats angry with me
and you said tat i think tat you scold for no reason
tat is not true
i did not say tat
and dun you dare put words in my mouth
and so wat if i am rude
tats me you know
people can accept me for who i am
why cant you just do tat for once
look,
if you really dun wan me as yr best friend
you can just say
but i really think tat we should stop fighting